I like to highlight that the show is not bad. In the end, the audience did enjoyed themselves, the EP is happy with the show, and I got a great time.

Just in case some people thought that something happened in the show. No.. Everything is good.

So the only thing is myself. I not true to myself and does not bring out the essence of what I should be. Stage Character, to be clear. I will say, Magicians are just like actors, there are season actors that can adapt into the style easily, whereas, newbies will have lots of trouble finding in the tone. 

I watching more videos now, learning how it feels to be like one. :)