Well, another reason is because I am very busy recently, no time to sleep properly, or do things right. Talk about chatting online.. Thats even harder.. Going out have dinner with people also hard. LOL!!!

Sometime I wonder, maybe my kind of line is just not suitable to be in any kind of relationship. Cause can really mix up  1 big time.. Too complicated..

Its best to stay alone, but you know the good thing of having another half of you? Its when you are sad, annoyed, troubled, lost, she will be there. Listening.. But is it fair that you are not doing it for her also, because your work is taking too much time? Thats why I chose to let go of her and let her find a better guy that deserve her time, then a sucker like me.

I don't have really close friends that i like to talk to about my life, a fingerful maybe.. Its just too hard, cause friends also have their issues, bf gf, name it. So why will they trouble themselves with me?

End of story, it pinch me when I see couples forming and I am not, but I don't want to break another one's heart because of that. :)